catching up with things

ive not wrote on here for ages, so much has happened, so little time, plus ive been spending time trying to stop my fish from eating the fry they give birth to!

i'm working my chaste nuts off at the minute, although as much as i love my job, i know its not permanent, as i'll be joining Miss Tilly sometime in the future as her slave/life partner. the relationship between us is continuing at a great pace, and i cant wait to be with Her again. She set me a task a couple of weeks ago, which was pretty tortuous for me, even though i craved to release for her.

i was ordered to cum at least 6 times over a 24 hour period, and to provide physical evidence of it once it had been done. the first 3 times were good, i produced a decent amount of cum, but the 4th and 5th time was when i started having problems, it was getting harder to cum, and my (or rather Miss tilly's) cock was now getting sore. in the end i had to text Miss and let her know i just could not ejaculate the 6th time, no matter how hard or how long i tried. i was expecting Miss to be dissapointed, upset that i couldnt obey her wishes, but She told me (i imagine with a smile on her beautiful face) that She knew how hard it would be, and not to worry, i'd pleased Her and done everything She had asked of me.

i text Miss every day from the minute i wake up until i go to bed. to be honest, i've fell hook line and sinker for Her. not just because She owns me in body mind and soul, but also as people we connect on so many different levels, its like a dream come true. plus as an added bonus, Miss has taken on another slave and took great lengths to reassure me that it wont change the dynamic we have.

life is looking great at the minute, i am looking forward to the end of march where i will be at Miss Tilly's feet again where i truly belong. i am in my element, i revel in my complete submission to Her, and devote myself to Her and Her teaching. i'm far from being a perfect slave, and doubtless i have still lots to learn, but its a voyage of discovery for the both of us, be it hand in hand, or collared and leashed. i'm excited about it, and just know i'm in safe hands