end of an amazing weekend!

Well it Tuesday morning I'm sat with my now Mistress (I've gone from being under consideration to being owned! What an absolutely brilliant feeling!) and just sat reflecting on what's happened over the past 3 days.

I arrived on Saturday afternoon and straight away went to the flat where mistress had me strip and proceeded to tease my swollen cock and balls with her gorgeous feet... It took all my strength and effort not to cum!!! The rest of the day passed in a blur, although the food we had in the kro bar was nice, apart from the waiter forgetting to being our second drinks order!

Sunday came with another beautiful sunny morning, and Mistress arriving as we were waiting for her good friend Miss Beth and her boy, as we were going to a fetish event, namely the Kage in virus I was little nervous about meeting them, an didn't want to let Mistress Down, but as Miss Beth stepped

Through the door, my nerves kind of evaporated as She disarmed me with Her charm! After we finished packing for the event we headed off into

The Sunday sunshine and off to what was an amazing day.....

As we arrived I helped Mistress onto her runner legging s and corset and all I can say is Wow she looked stunning! Once Mistress was ready I changed I to my rubber shorts T shirt and thigh high boots and the tutu that mistress ha bought for me. I was also happy to wear the collar She placed around my neck a thick metal and leather one... We had a walk round looking at the pools sauna and play area before we headed upstairs for a cold drink.

After a while Mistress decided to test out then2 new toys She had bought, a carbon cane an a carpet beater type thingy, and string me up to the cross. I felt one stroke of the flogger and I was in heaven, but I actually didn't realise that Miss Beth was remain up with Mistress until I heard her evil laugh! I lost all track of time as I went into subspace the pain of here blows only increasing my devotion and dreamlike state.... As I was let down I ha to be supported a little by Mistress, as I didn't know which was more rubbery, my outfit or my legs! After a few minutes to get my senses and Mistress telling me how proud She was of me, it was outside for a quick smoke then a dip

In the pool. Sadly Miss Beth and her boy had to leave to go home but it was a friendly farewell and I was really glad to have met them!

After a dip, Mistress and I said our farewells and headed back ourselves, we talked on the way back about what had happened, and agreed that the experience was a great positive.

Monday came around, and we spent a lot of time travelling, but I was just glad to be with Mistress! In the evening as I Pampered Mistresses feet, she changed her profile to say She was my owner, which came as a compete shock to me, I was so happy I was about to cry! As I pampered Her Mistress also decided to torture or should I say tease me to the edge quite a few times... And ten it happened... This morning. Sadly I had to head home. But Mistress still wanted Her fun and after stripping me naked and laying me on her bench, she brought me to the edge over and over until I had 2 ruined orgasms within 5 minutes..... But thankfully Mistress brought Herself

to climax so it was win win for Her lol.. I'm writing this on the train home, feeling g empty, hollow like part of me is missing. I really want, no need to be at her feet...... Thank You Mistress for an outstanding weekend and thank You to Miss Beth for offering both her and Her boy's friendship...

It's getting closer

Not long now. Next week I'll be where I should be, at miss Tilly's feet, for which I can't wait. It seems so long ago I was last there!

Hopefully I can carry on where I left off and learn more from her and be exactly what she wants me to be

feeling good

i've just left a skype call with Miss Tilly, and feel amazing. the buzzing, heady feel of someone on the edge of subspace..... just scintilating.

i'm currently sat with one of my butt plugs teasing my hole, rubbing against my prostate, and keeping me horny and frustrated (just how Miss likes me.... lol) and i'm writing this now before i crack on with window cleaning and my chores as i've a day off work today.

the call itself was brilliant. Miss as always looked radiant, sat on her chair like a queen that She is. almost as soon as we started talking, Miss had me strip naked, and i tied my balls and pegged my nipples for Her. i then had to edge, 5 times, before She asked me to stop, and then slap my balls. the weird thing is, i was caught in my mind, i knew it would hurt, but i had to obey. so the first few slaps were little ones, not that i wanted them to be, i wanted to take pain for Miss and be thankful for it, then i slapped a little too hard and ended up feeling sick!

after a minutes rest or so, Miss showed me a little incentive, a pair of rubber leggings She had bought, saying if i came down as i promised, She might wear them to the kage club if i was a good boy.. i just know She will look stunning in them! i was then instructed to plug myself and then edge again, another 4 times but it felt more intense!

after i had finished, Miss had me put my clothes back on, to add to more frustration, and happiness for Her. i love Miss with all my heart, and i'd do anything for her. cant wait to be with her again!

catching up with things

ive not wrote on here for ages, so much has happened, so little time, plus ive been spending time trying to stop my fish from eating the fry they give birth to!

i'm working my chaste nuts off at the minute, although as much as i love my job, i know its not permanent, as i'll be joining Miss Tilly sometime in the future as her slave/life partner. the relationship between us is continuing at a great pace, and i cant wait to be with Her again. She set me a task a couple of weeks ago, which was pretty tortuous for me, even though i craved to release for her.

i was ordered to cum at least 6 times over a 24 hour period, and to provide physical evidence of it once it had been done. the first 3 times were good, i produced a decent amount of cum, but the 4th and 5th time was when i started having problems, it was getting harder to cum, and my (or rather Miss tilly's) cock was now getting sore. in the end i had to text Miss and let her know i just could not ejaculate the 6th time, no matter how hard or how long i tried. i was expecting Miss to be dissapointed, upset that i couldnt obey her wishes, but She told me (i imagine with a smile on her beautiful face) that She knew how hard it would be, and not to worry, i'd pleased Her and done everything She had asked of me.

i text Miss every day from the minute i wake up until i go to bed. to be honest, i've fell hook line and sinker for Her. not just because She owns me in body mind and soul, but also as people we connect on so many different levels, its like a dream come true. plus as an added bonus, Miss has taken on another slave and took great lengths to reassure me that it wont change the dynamic we have.

life is looking great at the minute, i am looking forward to the end of march where i will be at Miss Tilly's feet again where i truly belong. i am in my element, i revel in my complete submission to Her, and devote myself to Her and Her teaching. i'm far from being a perfect slave, and doubtless i have still lots to learn, but its a voyage of discovery for the both of us, be it hand in hand, or collared and leashed. i'm excited about it, and just know i'm in safe hands